Why is it that when I need to get something done, I can't muster up the energy to do so? All I ever want to do these days is lay around and be a vegetable [not literally]. I feel exhausted all the time, mentally and physically - and I can't blame my little son - I have to suck it up and have half my day sucked up by him (feeding, cleaning, watching,etc.).
Sometimes (very often) I wish that I shouldn't have started college, not only because I believe it's going to ruin me, but because I just don't see myself making big bucks with an English/Lit bachelors degree, and I definitely don't have the time or money to get a masters; at least not anytime soon. I kind of want a mindless job, I will still feel exhausted, but will at least feel better about providing for my family, instead of worrying about term papers, and assignments for dumb-ass classes that have nothing to do with what I ultimately want to do with my life! Good grief - I want to shoot someone!
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